N.E.W

My new perception of 'N.E.W'. After all, not all new things are good

New place
New duty
New responsibility
New atmosphere
New feeling
New faces
New colleague
New schedule
New hypocrisy
New lie
New hatred
New stupidity
New way of thinking
New story
New plot
New action
New dilemma
New difficulty
New time spending
New plan

I hate some of these 'NEW'.I wish I could leave this new world of mine A.S.A.P. But I couldn’t. Counting every day, every hour, every minute, every second to end this war of life.is this the reality that i need to face for another 30 years....gosh...really hard to be fake everyday...

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